Friday, September 03, 2004
[3rd september] [friday] [2oo4]
ah kok has menopause, so i guess we should participate less during her lessons. how dare she give us a
zero after we threw away the math project!!! she said that she gave us the marks already - it came from
her mouth. since i had nothing to do.. i took out my camera. and guess what?! i forgot to turn off the flash.
.....
thank god that she turned around to write something on the board that very moment. but things later on today weren't as nice anymore
rushed all the way from school to aljunied town council in hope of getting a court. eh, jack was already there. and the lady there, although kind & helpful, thought that jing and i were there to
share a court with jack. so we were like, standing there waiting for her to take down our details, but no! it took her 15 minutes to realize that, argh, we want to book the other court.
had no cash on hand, so used nets.. the other guy at the counter was arguing with the cashier.. idiotic. held up the queue.
finally, when we paid, i ran to the bustop. duh, no one was there. so nevermind, waited i did. and i never expected myself to be waiting there for 20 minutes. 20 minutes!!! 4 165 buses left already! was so pissed off by the unreliability of SBS transit. i really,
really wanted to scream vulgarities at the driver when he nonchalantly took his time to pull up at the queue. but since it might not be his fault.. and the bus did arrive.. i tried my best to shut up. but i wasn't very happy at all, so i was sprewing all the mean stuff inside my head.
soo.. i ran home from the bustop. i quickly changed, and threw my school stuff on the floor, and ran back to the bustop. it was already past 3pm. when i was at the bustop, i felt relieved. so i searched through my stuff.. and gotcha!
i actually forgot my handphone and jing's ezlink card. ARGH. nothing could be worse, i thought. this time, i strolled all the way back. don't have the energy to be angry anymore..
my grandma was the only one at home. waited outside the door for her to fetch the key. she took her own sweet time. so i ran up the stairs and looked for my school skirt. there's where all the stuff were. and it was 3.25pm already! tried my best to scurry to the bustop. received a lot of phonecalls but then, i was very tired, i don't want to pick up the phone. i had to, so i answered sal's call, and in the end, i used her to vent some of my anger *frowns at myself*
at last, i reached the badminton court. dammit. so angered by previous events, i sat down to cool down and catch my breath for a little while. i was so tired already. i played badly, and no, i'm so upset
it's disgraceful. i'm a disgrace. i
need to buck up by monday. and duh, coz i skipped lunch, i had some gastric problems halfway. expected.. i've been eating lesser than rachael.. or about the same.
couldn't concentrate at all. missed a lot of easy shots.. )=
and.. i've decided to really give up on ctb. i might still think of him now and then, but nah, that's the furthest i'll go...
i'll try..
the pain
will reside. someday.
and i've yet to confirm our tuition time tomorrow... jing called.. but i can't give her the answer. ms lim didn't reply to my sms.. and my mum took away my hp.
dammit, why does patrick keep on calling?!! there's something wrong with him. i don't know him, and neither does he know me. i gave him my number a long time ago. oh, how i regret it now. does he really have too much time to spare? I FEEL LIKE REMOVING ALL HIS FINGERNAILS, TEETH, AND CASTRATING HIM SO HIS VOICE WOULDN'T BE SO UNPLEASANT TO MY EARS.
blah. things shouldn't be like this.
get lost, joce-lyn
6:31 PM
